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And now for something completely different....

I got back into College and I start again tomorrow. It's going to be hell getting up in time so I can get there on time. Drastic measures be need to be taken. I'm taking BTEC Business, GCSE Science and GCSE Maths. Hopefully I'll pass the last two because then I can move onto A-Levels.

Ben lent me an ethernet cable so now I'm playing on XBOX Live, finally. But the only game I own that has Online Multiplayer is Resident Evil 5. Thankfully, my Uncle lent me both Gears Of War games so I have other stuff to play as well.

Ur, I can't think of anything else.

I'm going to make some food, I'm hungry x.x

I should start posting again....

Expect one tomorrow either saying yay or complaining that I've fucked up a lot of things.

Come on America, wake the fuck up, buy the new song and let me download it illegally!

Please =)

In other news: True Blood is fan-fucking-tastic.

I go onto the bloody PATD LJ page because I really want NEW SONGS DAMMIT and I see the post about Ryan talking about the article.

FANS ARE FUCKING CRAZY.

Just maybe he didn't see the fucking drugs. Seriously. And because they were there, it doesn't mean he took the bastards. And someone used a photo as proof that he'd done it before. A little pointers, kids. You snort cocaine. If he was snorting it, WHY WOULD IT BE ON HIS LIPS?! Besides, you can barely see it, I had to squint to see the white. Maybe it was FUCKING MAKE-UP like he said. Christ. This is why I hate fandom. I've said it before and I'll say it again. Most fandoms are full of crazy bastards.


Seriously. That picture is not proof. Nor is the other picture. Being in the same room as drugs=/=taking drugs.

Here endeth the lesson.

Christ, I've been reading up on the split and the fanbase for this band sucks so many dicks it's unreal. Christ. Pointing the finger of blame everywhere blah blah.

Maybe it's because I don't really keep up with the band and only keep an eye out for news about new stuff but god all this "Ryan is a douche" stuff. Maybe it's true, maybe it's not but christ so much hate.

This is why I don't like a lot of fandoms. All this bitching about stuff. Just enjoy it.

Oh, totally. White lies are essential sometimes.

La Roux.

Naturally.

He walks through the forest as it dies around him. When he had started the threes were alive, their leafs bright and green. Now they were brown and dead, falling to the floor, crunching underneath his feet.

He had come across an alarming amount of dead birds and animals during his walk. He hadn't seen anything like it before and he couldn't think of any plausible reasib for why everything around him was dead or dying.

Eventually, he found himself standing in a meadow. The meadow was dead, the ground cracked and dry. In the centre of the meadow sat a person, a man. He sat there with his head down and his eyes closed, unaware of the other mans presence. The standing man approached the sitting man, a look of curiosity on his face.

The standing man reached out towards the sitting man. The sitting man loioked up and watched as the standing man placed his hand on his head. The two men were flung apart, an unimaginable force given birth from their contact.

The once standing man screamed in agony, life shooting up from the earth around him.

Ther once sitting man laughed, the ground below him crumbling away, turning into dust.

In the centre of the meadow stood something new entirely.

This is the moment the world ended.

The world is quiet here. Here, in the meadow at night, watching the stars and the moon. Lying on my back, looking at the sky, I feel connected to it all. I am alone here and yet I'm surrounded by life that goes on without ever being noticed. The birds in the trees, the insects in the grass. The natural flow of life.

But everything has its time. Everything dies, eventually. I feel it spreading, flowing away from me. The grass around me dies, insects quietly fade away. The leaves of the trees turn red. I spin on the spot, seeing birds drop out of the sky. The leaves are brown now. A plane flies overhead. I can hear the screams as one of the engines explodes, sending the plane and it's passengers plummeting into the ground several miles away. The trees are naked, every leaf now on the ground. I sit down, sighing.

The world is quiet here.

Crowded places. Not good.

Saw Star Trek on Wednesday. Win win win win. I love the entire cast. Chekhov the most though. "Ewacuwating Wingons!" Love his Engrish.

Just caught up on Geordans LJ. No offence, but thought of you with a tattoo made me rofl.

And then I read the post about the memory. I don't remember saying anything about video games :D But whatever, you may be right.

It's a bit...depressing knowing that you and Al won't talk. Sorta splits up my very little social circle. There's Alex and Taz (not that she has anything against you, but she's more likely to be with Alex) and then there's you. Yeah, I feel like someones going to get sidelined :D

Anyway. Talk about myself. Um, I got an application for Hull College on....Monday. Need to fill that out and I need a referal. Back to school for me methinks.

Right now I'm extremely happy. Ecstatic. I'm happy with where I am in life, oddly enough. Sure, I don't see my friends as much as I like and I'm stuck between colleges but I am really god damn happy. Woo.

I'm really fucking hungry. Just made some chips. Nom time.

Oh lord.

I'd say it was bad.

Hm. I approve.

Today, I came out to my Mum. Which is a good thing. My hands are sort of shakey.

It went well.

Odd how I was really nervous over something that should be really easy to say though.

To this song by 'The Veronicas'. I didn't really like it and then it grew on me. The best part is that the lead singers seem to be twins....

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
lalalalalalalala

I can't lie lie lie lie lie lie
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Alalalala alalalala
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me give me give me all of you you
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up up
And I will never let you down (down)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched

I have this wierd feeling. In my stomach. Pleasant but sickly.

I know exactly why.

It's a nice feeling.

But yeah. I need to hug someone. Or just kiss them.

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,(hahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, We fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you a chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
(Over and over again)
We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do.)
I now pronounce you...

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

1) Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Maybe D:

2) Who's the last person you slept in a bed with?
Um...Me, Al and Josh tried sleeping on a matress, if that counts.

3) How is your life right now?
S'okay

4) Was your last relationship a mistake?
lul

5) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
I don't remember

6) Do you regret it?
I don't know?

7) Have you ever been depressed?
Of course

8) Are you a boy or girl?
I'm a boy.

Or so they say.

9) What is your relationship status?
Don't ask me this shit XD I don't know.

11) What did you last eat?
Sandwiches. Pork and Egg :]

12) Play any sports?
lul, no. I like the occasional bounce on the trampoline though.

13) Do you bite your nails?
Occasionally.

15) Do you have an attitude?
With your Momma.

16) Do you like someone?
Maybe.

17) What is your real name?
Samuel Peter Hurren.

18) Out of the following, which do you have most of: faith, strength, hope, wisdom?
Um. Little faith, little strength...I'd say Hope.

19) Are you gonna get high later?
I'm high now bb.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
No.

21) Do you miss someone?
Sort of.

23) What's your favorite type of meat?
Sausage. I will be disappointed if I don't see any sort of innuendo comments.

24) Have any pet?
A dog, two fish and two guinea pigs.

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Meh

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Yes.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
No.

28) Brothers or sisters?
Two Sisters, One Brother.

29) Are you scared of spiders?
lul no, I'm not Josh. Both of the ones I know.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
I'm human, aren't I?

32) What's the nicest thing someone has said to you lately?
Damn, I'm not putting it on here XD

33) Do you want to have kids?
It depends.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose first name starts with A or S?
No.

36) Do you have piercings?
I used to.

37) Want any more?
Hell no.

38) Can you spell well?
HEL YAH BB ;D

39) Would you like it if someone had a crush on you right now?
Someone does. So, yes.

40) What are you craving right now?
Human contact XD

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yes

42) What is something you want to accomplish in the next month or two?
Apply for Hull College. I need a thingymabob.

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Nope.

44) Kissed someone in the past 24 hours? If so, who?
Nope.

46) Do you have a secret you've never told your best friend?
Of course.

48) What's your favorite thing to do?
Various things, I'm not picking just one.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Of course.

50) What should you be doing?
Nothing.

51) What’s irritating you right now?
My foot tickles.

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
It doesn't hurt. It twinges.

53) Does somebody love you?
I wouldn't call it love XD

54) What is your favorite color?
Blue, Green, Grey, various colors when they're all Neon.

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
No.

58) What are you doing right now?
Stuff.

59) Do you have any talents?
I can put a condom on with my teeth ;D

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I think I do, yes

61) What are you listening to now?
Adam and the Ants - Goody Two Shoes

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
....

63) Have you ever cried in front of your best friend?
I don't think so?

64) Where is somewhere you want to visit that you've never been before?
New York.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
Nope.

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Hell no.

69) Who was your last text from?
Um, Bethany.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Some things do, others don't.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Talk to John, listen to my Shuffle

73) What jewelry do you wear every day?
I don't.

74) What did your last text in your outbox say?
I don't remember and I can't be bothered to find my phone and check.

75) Do you play the Wii?
Occasionally.

76) Do you like chinese food?
Yes :D

77) Are you listening to music right now?
Yes.

78) Do you know your father's birthday?
Not my biological one, no

79) Are You Afraid of the Dark?
Nope.

81) Are you mean?
Everyone can.

82) Would you kiss any of your top friends?
lul, the ones on myspaz? No.

83) Do you have a couch in your bedroom?
No :(

84) Do you believe in true love?
...Sort of.

85) Do you work?
lul no

86) What's your least favorite part of your day?
The end of it.

87) What song describes your life right now?
Malchik Gay...no, I joke. I'm not sure.

88) What was the last thing to make you laugh?
Ella, that stupid dog.

89) Are you currently bored?
Im doing this aren't it?

90) Do you wanna get married?
Maybe.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
No.

92) Are you hungry?
Nope.

94) What makes you happy?
Many things.

95) Where is your number 1?
Number one what?

96) Ever been to Alaska?
Nope, don't want to.

97) Can you access Facebook on your phone?
Yes

98) Do you watch the news?
Sometimes

99) What’s your zodiac sign?
Aries

100) Do you like Subway?.
OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed again?
*thinks*
I'd say yes.

102) If you wrote a secret message to someone specific, would they know it's for them?
Depends on what I wrote, isn't it?

103) Do you talk like your friends?
What do you mean?

104) Who do you wish you could talk to right now?
Well, I'm in a convo with them so....

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Hell yes.

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Pfft, yes.

107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Emma.

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Of course.

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Deep conversation? Um...I'd say John last night.

110) Favorite lyrics right now?
Malchik Gay

Choking
Back emotion
I try to keep on hoping
for a way;
a reason for us both to
come in
close
I long for you to hold me
like your boyfriend does
and though my dream is
slowly fading
I wanna be the object
object
object
object
of your passion but it's hopeless

In fact, that whole song rocks.

111) Do you honestly believe that good things come to those who wait?
I really hope so.

Malchik gay
Malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay

Handsome
Tender
Soft
Why do you look right through me
thinking
"No"
I can't deny my feelings
Growing strong
I try to keep believing
dreaming on
And every time I see you
I crave more
I wanna pull you closer
closer
closer
closer
but you leave me feeling frozen

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Malchik gay

Choking
Back emotion
I try to keep on hoping
for a way;
a reason for us both to
come in
close
I long for you to hold me
like your boyfriend does
and though my dream is
slowly fading
I wanna be the object
object
object
object
of your passion but it's hopeless

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Malchik gay, malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik, malchick

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

lul, the song is about her wanting this guy who is gay and has a ~boyfriend